What form of lunacy is this? Tonight’s my second night in charge. There’s still a chance that I could screw things up, but so far I’ve come out ahead of the odds. I can’t say I’m really looking forward to it, though. So much change, in everything lately. I need to try to sleep soon, [...]
I wish I knew why I can’t seem to sleep. Perhaps it’s a backlash for having such an erratic schedule? Perhaps there’s more going on in my subconscious than I thought? Perhaps it really is something I’ve eaten? Perhaps I just need to spend my next day off (whenever that will be) and just sleep. [...]
Change is all around it seems. I know things are happening for a reason, but I guess I’m just getting impatient. The last several years have been … well, different. My hope is that the future, while hazy, will be more palatable.
I don’t know why, but I haven’t been able to sleep very well these last few days. Too much on my mind? I don’t think so. Weird things I’ve eaten before bed? Not really — that usually just gives me neat dreams. Stuff going on in life and whatnot? Not that I’m aware of. I [...]